I wish that I could explain. I wish that you could say something more then you understand. However, you will never really understand what I feel and how I feel everyday. While the world see's a person who is generally a good person and the world see's smiles a lot of the time. These are a blocker so the pain that I feel is not reflected. Daily heart aching pain.
Now I will clarify I am far from clincially depressed and I am far from ever wanting to self harm.
It is hard to explain to people why I am the way I am, because they can not understand how a highly educated "white" girl can actually come from what she did.
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